Slippery when wet

I stopped contemplating life. Every time I try to I always end up dissapointed and my head hurts. I really think I have a skewed outlook on life expecially since im against pro womens suffrage, just as long as they dont vote in any of our elections. Friends of mine were in a car accident recently and are lucky to be alive as well as anatomically intact. The impact of this event has undoubtedly altered thier lives, but once again I remain unchanged in every facet of my lifestyle. In fact no significant act of transmutence has every really happened to me to drive some golded spike of life changing spirit into my head. I have never been in a serious car accident or really accident in general, or broken a bone. The biggest death experience I have suffered thus far in my life was when my cat ralph died when I was 7. I of course am knocking on every tree, bench, table, and woody sounding object in my reach after that sentence but it just makes me think how different my life could be if any number of event could have happened. This is a rediculous post. I just said that there is a definate possibility (biggest oxymoron ever) that anything could have happened in my lifetime which did not which in effect would alter my own existance. Well dont worry, im already congradulating myself for that find, but dammit, all I can think about right now is how much I hate badgers.